Just keep swimming
my niece loves to swim. i hate it. i hate getting wet other than showering and i'll avoid that too if i can. i used to love to swim. i'd go to the pool in the afternoon and my mom would get me when it closed. but now i hate it. maybe it just has something to do with swimsuits and swimsuit shopping. maybe it's because i'm psychologically scared from too many sun burns and my hatred for freckles. people always comment on how beautiful california is now that i live there. i say to them that it's only beautiful if you like the outdoors. i'd rather sit with my ass glued to the coach than go on a hike. don't get me wrong i'm not a complete blog i do exercise but i like it indoors. i guess thats one of those things you grow out of like not being afraid of things and not wanting to barf when you swing.

song lyrics of the day
the ocean is big and blue
i just wanna sink to the bottom with you