well my patrick has left for washington. last i talked to him he was in the car driving through wyoming. i've never been there but from what he tells me i'm not missing out. i cried all day yesterday. my eyes are very very puffy. it looks like i will be leaving omaha on the 12th or 13th to go to washington so at least we can be together for out anniversary. that makes me happy. i just want to fast forward time so it can be when i see him. i know i know sappy. my brother's house is for sale and he said he has an interview in park city utah. i'd be annoyed if i moved to washington to be closer to patrick and then they move away. i guess he also has job prospects in boulder and lincoln- which was weird because he interviewed in lincoln in march i think. fickle fate do not take me far away from where i'm trying to go!! even though i've always wanted to go to utah.