drama free zone

i would strongly consider myself a person with a flair for the dramatic. however, i hate drama. i don't like to deal with other people's bull. i generally don't like to talk trash. (i don't consider talking to one person trash talk) but today i have been immersed in the drama i so hate.

i woke up this morning with texts coming at me at 7:30am. one was from a new studio that i'm going to work at in the fall telling me she wants me to work 20 hours a week. this is a problem because i have not yet mastered being in two places at once.

another text exchange was to my current employer about if she could pick 2 days i'm at the studio what would they be. then there was the mom of 2 of my kids complaining at her, then it was about the landlord letting her know if she gets the place next door.

so i am now in an awkward place about deciding if i need to quit one of my current studios. i can't talk to patrick cause he's on a cruise without me ( let's not even go there he knows he's in trouble) go figure when i really need him he isn't there. ...

then i got a voicemail that i did something wrong with my preschool class. that really peeved me off because i wasn't given clear instructions so why am i getting a phone call that makes me feel like i'm a child? good god i need to quit. i think this was officially the last straw. i hate this job so much. but, i suck at quiting things.

my back is killing me. my right calf has been tingling/numb all day. joy.

i could really use a hug. now that i think about it though patrick being here really wouldn't make me feel any better. he's not very good at giving me advice. usually he just kind of agrees with me but doesn't give me any kind of answer. he also doesn't ever confront people which has caused many arguments over the last few weeks.

wow i'm really going all out with my pity party here. sorry. wait why am i apologizing? it's my damn blog.

song lyrics of the day:
so be my guest
you got nothin' to lose
won't ya let me take you on a sea cruise