July 21, 2009

Chester the ____
what is the deal with me and creepy guys. i seem to attract them. not as much as some of my friends but enough. my problem is i can't fathom that a guy would try to get on me. having never been the "hot one" of the group i see myself as one of the guys not the one the guys want to fuck. not that i've suddenly blossomed into some uber babe like heidi klum or something but ever since i turned 25 it was like the switch got turned on. suddenly guys are always hitting on me. now, it does help that i worked in a bar but i don't currently ...yet. for example this guy that comes into the bar i used to work at started out as a guy i chatted with and agreed to hang out with as a friend. little did i know that's guy code for i think dirty thoughts about you. yeah he turned into a creeper but i still talk to him when i see him. tonight i went to a guys house that i kinda know. we just hung out. nothing inappropriate happened but i still got a weird vibe. the voice in my head said " i'm feeling kinda weird here". i once heard on tv that it's bad for a marriage to have friends of the opposite sex that you see alone. i think that's sorta ridiculous. if i have a guy friend-which i have many nobody's gonna stop me from hanging out with them and if i want to go to a bar with them i will. i might flirt too. i'm a flirty person. my other half knows this about me. how do you think we started dating. but he also trusts me. you can't trust a creeper.

song lyrics of the day
my milkshake brings all the boys to the yard
and they're like it's better than yours

1 comments:

holly said...

weird you wrote about this. i was just about to write about a similar topic