c.b. i feel for ya

i am in need of a change. i have this deep unsettled feeling inside of me. (and it's not heartburn) i don't know what kind of change exactly and that's the problem. i could think of many things i should change about my current situation. the problem is i'm lazy and i hate change. i get anxiety over purchases let alone making a decision.

let's list some changes i could make:
1. move the furniture- sure it sounds fun but in reality it's a backache waiting to happen

2. dye my hair- i just got it back to my natural color do i really want to have to start all over. plus i've had every color of hair so it really doesn't do it for me.

3. move- uhh lease

4. career change- i do need more cash flow but i have weird availability

5. get in shape- that's something i have to do anyway so it doesn't really count

6. shaun white- sounds good to me, but he's kinda busy right now

7. retail therapy- temporary fix

ugh. i have a severe case of the doldrums. not even the sunny weather is helping. oh and i just remembered i didn't get gas great. yesterday i locked my self out of my car and house. that was fun. luckily my phone was in the car and i had the windows cracked so i could break into my own vehicle to call patrick.

i feel like charlie brown. uggh.

song lyrics of the day:
i need a shot
i need a shot of ambition