what makes a date a date?
-reflecting on if last night was a date or not-
is it that there is a kiss at the end?....that didn't happen. is it that one person pays? well i payed for the concert but he bought me a drink....the first time we hung/went out he payed. i didn't get super nervous and there wasn't alot of awkward don't know what to say to each other silences. i was deffinately comfortable on the date because on the way home i was fake interviewing him. yes thats right i was holding the fake microphone while he was talking. the seatbelt didn't hit me in the face like last time. but after the concert i forgot about it and shut the door and was leaning forward and it choked me. so what makes going out with someone a date!? do you have to say let's go on a date? it didn't feel like a date to me but i think it's because i didn't feel awkward. i dunno. i guess if he calls to do something again maybe i'll take that as a sign of he likes me???? i dunno hopefully ben will do his job and go casually mention me to him...if only i could read minds. but have the ability to turn it off so i don't always have to hear it. that would be my super power for sure.

song lyrics of the day
i wanna know
what you're thinking
tell me what's on your mind